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Huhahuhahuhahuha ! bisuk ary ahad suda . pastue isnin . mao skola larh ! malas ak eh . kalo skola tue bpa ak pnya , ak bt jak peraturan baru ney ..

• Perkara ptma yg pling pnting suma plajar dgalakkan bwk handphone utk memudahkn ibu bapa cl .
• Kna bgi laptop free then stiap klas ada WiFi ..
• Buleh on9 tem cigu mngajar ..
• Wujudkan kantin dalam klas dmna suma plajar buleh dpt mknan free ..
• tida pyah susa susa bwk buku . teda beg . yg pnting bwk laptop , pndrive , cad reader or so what ever ..
• buleh tido suka aty ..
• pasang tv dlm klas ..

Haha .. ada ka skola cm tue ? mcm bkan skolah jak . ndaq pa . nty ak suru bapa ak bina . haha

Love it !

Assalamualaikum:))

hey hey ! its been a long time since i'm not updating my blog .. haha .. and today ! ive updated a lot of thing ! starting from its layout until this post ! erm .. not satissfied(btul ka?) enough .. nehh .. broken english bha .. but , idc cuz i owez want to improve my english . so do u rite ? heheh

btw .. hpefully u all will follow diz ugly blog :)

truly, pyqawinkwink:D

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Stolen Happiness

In my life there's no one like you,
No one makes me feel being loved,
No one understand, who and what i am,
No other else but you.

Lasting friendship we both shared
shall we now be made to part?
though moments of past, those were meant to last,
still sing here in my heart.

Will somebody take your place
to comfort me when you're away?
through hours of despair, should someone care,
Oh why don't you just stay.

Must your final vows exchange
be with her and not with me?
Were you only here, to quiet my fear,
but now I must set you free...

were you only here, and quiet my fear
but i must set you free...

Plez Appreciate Me ..

I thought you were different than the other guys. I thought you were deeper, that you really saw me. And not just with your eyes. 

The way you spoke. The person you were. Like sunshine in the winter. I thought you were unique. You promised me you were different. That wasnt a promise you could keep. 

You had a lot going for you. Your act was so believable. The thought of you playing me was inconceivable. When you were with me, it felt like you wanted to be. I wore my heart on my sleeve. I told you how I felt. But I was blind and naive. 

You were the first thought in my mind when I woke up and the last before I fell asleep. What I felt for you wasnt just skin-deep. But you took me for granted. And now Im done crying. Youre not going be breaking my heart anymore. Youre the past and Im looking forward. 

My heart hurts because I now know the truth and I know what I need to do. In the time weve had, youve become a part of me. But since Ive known you, my heart has been slowly breaking. 

If you cared for me, you wouldnt have put me through this. Ill never forget you. But you wont be missed. Its going to be hard, but I need to do whats best for me. Youre not in the direction that Im heading. Maybe you should have appreciated me. 

ermXx ,, :)

Eyes meet...
Eyes part...
Looking for those sweet eyes...
The eyes who spark.

Deep in the dark...
Hidden secrets of the heart.

He is gone and now I'm blind.

Blind to prince charming...
Vision on the beast...
Kissing snow white...
wont save her now...to say the least.

Drowning in a river 
ran dark from blood.
Screaming becoming clearer...
A shark from the river's mud.

Death is apparent and he saves me at last...
Only to drowned again...oh how quick and fast.

Why save me? 
Why not love me as a monster?
When you know I loved every side of you.
Even the worst of it my love stayed pure and true.

While I mended my heart the creature rolled the dice.
When I step in...when I stepped in twice.
Broke my heart with a few common words...
Between this world and the next my feelings always herd.

Now everything is poison...
The use in waking up in the morning is lost...
and January creeps on in...

I see you now...in my dreams...
I call to you but I'm speechless it seems...

I made my own monster and hes here with me...
Sleeping in my bed. The evil seeps within me.

This monster lingers in my mirror 
and in the reflective drawn bath...
She stairs back at me while I contemplate the undo able.
She screeches while I sleep.

I see you now...what we could have been...
What was true what was right what was lost...
and then the Catherine Wheel begins to spin.

Death should come swiftly when January comes...
Past all this denial, the realization comes then.

Ill see you then...in one hell or another...
Ill hold you then...in one paradise or our our own...

Well be together again...I'll see you again. 

Smile :) :(

Reminiscence of old times

thinking of your smiles

which said everything was all right

perhaps they were just lies.



Smiles that made me believe that you care

Smiles that you dare

to make when you could just stare.



I could feel it in my mind

I could taste it with my mouth

All the bitter love that it was

But your smiles were showing otherwise.



Maybe this is what you always wanted

That the emptiness you created

will be seen just like an illusion



Those Smiles that made people believe

Those Smiles that brought people on their Knees

Those Smiles too perfect to be real

Are just like poison to me



An intoxication of the mind

A hallucination that the eyes only perceive

A Bitter taste that the heart can feel



Your Fake Smiles... 

Juz Read It La ,, Jan Bnyk tnya !! haha

Melodious heart,
where have you gone?
Without you inside me,
I'll be dead before dawn.

There's nothing here beating,
Veins clogged with hate,
The song you once sang me,
Forgotten of late.

All I hear is the screaming,
This pain from the aching,
They say it's your heart,
But my soul is what's breaking.

Torn by the truth,
It once thought it knew,
Now nothing seems real,
In a world free of you. 

Ermx ,, Dunno Nie ,, Juz read it la .. hahaxX

The days have become nights
While the nights become days
I 'm so tired of this fight
It feels like a never ending maze

The days when we were strong
Were the best that I 'd ever known
But when we fought to get along
I was always left alone.

I try to remember your face
As I thought I 'd never forget
Because It was as delicate as lace
Though your face has not come to me yet

We grew as adults together
Thinking our lives would be forever
As I saw you as my lover
But you turned out as a fibber.

I don 't know why I think of you now
For it 's been a long time since we talked
I don 't know why my mind would allow
Such a thought that wound bring me shock.

The song I play confuses my mind
The nerves begin to grow
Because my love was blind
The truth hurts more now.

For you, my feelings will always be there
But the song will end as my feelings will,
Even though their my biggest fear
They let me know you were real.





or for the last line ?
((They let me know I 'm still real))

I was unsure of how I 'd like to end it, and I couldn ' t think of a title either... any help would be appreciated! Thanks! 

Little Sorry ,, haha .. lolx

To syewpa2 yg bca blog aqwe ,, im so sorry lw kmue borynk .. hekhek .. actually ,, blog nie mcm tmpt pengumpulan poem2 .. bg yg x mnat poem ,, no need to read la lw ndaq pham .. n pada yg mnat lak ,, i hope u guys enjoy it ..  i will sedaya upaya m'update blog nie n owez post poem yg baru2  .. n lw tyme aq ad mood ..

iHateU

I hate you
because you don't believe
that I like you.
I hate you
because you don't believe
that I care about you.
I hate you
because you don't believe
that I find you beautiful
I hate you
because you don't believe
that I trust you
I hate you
because you don't believe
that I'm here for you
I hate you
because you don't believe
I'm here to stay
I hate you
because you don't believe
what you see in my eyes
I hate you
because you don't believe
I'm not the same
I hate you
because you don't speak
what's on your mind
I hate you
because you don't admit
what I already know
I hate you
because you see
right through me
I hate you
because you don't believe
in love.
I hate you
because you know
what I really mean
when I say
I hate you 

NeedToKnow

Is there anything left,
of my heart,
anything left,
'cause it fell apart,
I'm not sure,
which way to go,
I'm not sure,
I just don't know,

Tell me now,
what should I do,
help me out,
I can't get over you,
tell me now,
where to go,
what's this about,
I just need to know,

I listen to the people,
as they're walkin' by,
listen to the people,
they're talkin', I,
hear every word,
but it don't make sense,
hear every word,
I can't handle this,

Tell me now,
what should I do,
help me out,
I can't get over you,
tell me now,
where to go,
what's this about,
I just need to know,

You won't explain,
why you turned your back,
won't explain,
and I can't handle that,
down on my knees,
I'm beggin' you,
down on my knees,
please tell the truth,

Tell me now,
what should I do,
help me out,
I can't get over you,
tell me now,
where to go,
what's this about,
I just need to know,

Is there anything left,
of my heart,
anything left,
'cause it fell apart... 

BrokenHeartAndAlwaysBe

I always distance myself when people come emotionally close to me. Maybe it's because I know in the end they'll end up leaving. They always do.

When you are in love and you get hurt, it�s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar

We all make mistakes and I'm only human I can only face up to them and try fix them.
The least you can do is look in your heart to try and forgive me.

Alone. yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the english tongue. murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym.

Loving things like you has left me bruised, black and blue. Loving things like you has made me so confused. And I can't figure out what I've been waiting on. God, I can't be living for things I know are wrong.

The only reason I am still standing is my theory that if I prove to everyone else that you didn't make me fall so hard, that I might start to forget.....

If you have to try and convince yourself that you don't care about someone, you care about them more than you think..

We just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don't stay in our lives

TheGift

When you came into my life
And saw your angel's face.
I knew that God loves me,
And showed His good heart and grace.

I thank and ask Him
To protect you from this world
To have a watchful eye & hand on you
Same as what He did to me, too.

I love everything about you
Your laugh...your hug...your smile
I know that's your style
Just to brighten up my days even for awhile.

I want you to be proud of who you are;
Strive hard to do your best as God will do the rest.
Remember that I am your lil sis, but I'm also your best friend
You are the most precious gift that I have
And will ever have till the end... 

ForMySister

To my sister who i love I'm so proud of the person you'd become strong, independent, and oh so nice you truly are one of a kind

your journey is just beginning there so much for you to do you'll do great in whatever you chose always stay positive no matter what life throws at you and have faith with that combo you can't lose

where ever you go in life and what ever you do i want you to know that even if we can't be with each other every minute of everyday always know if you ever need me I'm a text away lol

if there comes a time when the loneliness becomes to much and it may feel like were miles apart know that your never alone cause I'll always be in your heart 

Heaven (Funny Story)

There once was a rich man who was near death. He was very grieved because he had worked so hard for his money and he wanted to take it with him to heaven. So he began to pray that he might be able to take some of his wealth with him.

An angel hears his plea and appears to him.
"Sorry, but you can't take your wealth with you."
The man implores the angel to speak to God to see if He might bend the rules.

The man continues to pray that his wealth could follow him.

The angel reappears and informs the man that God has decided to allow him to take one suitcase with him. Overjoyed, the man gathers his largest suitcase and fills it with pure gold bars and places it beside his bed.

Soon afterward the man dies and shows up at the Gates of Heaven to greet St. Peter.

Seeing the suitcase St. Peter says,
"Hold on, you can't bring that in here!"

But, the man explains to St. Peter that he has permission and asks him to verify his story with the Lord. Sure enough, St. Peter checks and comes back saying,
"You're right. You are allowed one carry-on bag, but I'm supposed to check its contents before letting it through."

St. Peter opens the suitcase to inspect the worldly items that the man found too precious to leave behind and exclaims,
"You brought pavement?!!!"

Do Not Believe In

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. 
Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. 
Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. 
Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. 
Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. 
But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.